Shattercity

Are you pagan / Wiccan, dear? ♥

I was in a coven for 3-4 years. I still feel my spirituality is based around Wiccan practices. It has a place in my heart, and will always be a part of me. Yet, I am not wiccan.

I was raised Atheist. So when I turned 16 I decided to try religion when the opportunity arose. Paganism interested me the more I learned about it. Though, I do confess it came with friendship which I desperately needed. Yet, after I went to college I found that without the constant contact with my coven I felt like I was drifting away from my religion. However, I had always struggled with the belief that there is a goddess or deity in existence. While I did truly start to have faith, it was more of a experiment than a true shift in morality. I chose to allow myself to believe it, but that state of mind never lasted in the face of my true feelings.