Shattercity

I love drag so much now that it means dressing as a man. I really want to go to do it in public one of these days.

Currently how I feel. I could use a hug like that.

Okay, so maybe I’m starting to like this haircut. 

Oh and update about my whole life situation. Feeling like I wish I was someone who took charge of my life. I mean, I want to go out and party, but I guess I’m more of a follower than a leader. Its hard for me to initiate the hanging out. Its out of my comfort zone and I’ve been really nice and warm in the comfort zone. Warm, but ultimately unsatisfying. I feel like I’m one of those people who gain energy by being around people and being alone I feel everything becomes exhausting. I thrive on being with people, yet I’m to scared to jump and go do things. I purposefully put off interaction with people because I’m so insecure. When I’m in public I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me. I felt this way even before I transitioned. I don’t know what to do. 

My sister told me today that I look good in sports wear. I’m starting to agree, which makes me feel good considering my issues with my weight. :D Yay, small amounts of self esteem.

Yep, this is me.

A) I still got it.

B) New Icon like people wanted of my face

C) New background for the tumblr. It makes me happy. <3

This is what I look like while I tumble.

I put my hair up :D

Currently, on fire.